To live with a chronic illness, is difficult, super difficult to accept.
I have been in a flare up since the birth of my daughter, and it has been super hard to accept that I can’t do everything I want to.
But, I feel like every time my health is bad I feel I grow, when everything is perfectly good I don’t grow.
That is why I’m thank full for all the ups and downs I have had in my life, because it makes me to the person I’m today.
Some days is super scary, and I’m paralyzed by fear, and a few days after I realize something that makes me grow, takes me to new heights.
I only think I have 95% of my dream life because all of the downs I have had in my life, because that is when I dreamt of what life could be like, that is the times I figured out how to move forward, that is the times when I have grown.
In a way I am thankful for that I have a bad flare up right now, because the last two days I have grown a lot, I have come to realize what I need to do to move forward with my business, my life and what sets me apart from others, what that make me unique.
It is as if my mind have become clear, I know what to do to take me further, to make me more happy, to give my body time to get better.
I have had an epiphany, and I have to follow it.